Forgiveness

I don't really believe in second chance. I believe that people know what they are about to do, know the consequences but still do whatever the hell they want to.
But does forgiveness means a second chance? What if i forgive? Does that mean that Im starting to believe in second chance?
Well, the thing is, I've been hurt. Not only by you, but by her too. It was the worst thing that happened to me. I can still remember crying every single night for one whole week or even two. It was repeating all inside my head, over and over again. Then, i started to get used to it.
Australia was my new start. A new beginning, a new chapter of my life and I was so damn happy to get over all this shit and pretending. This atrocious memory can't even bring me down anymore because I am -that- happy. And I think this overflow of happiness helped me get over it. I definitely won't forget but maybe, just maybe, Im starting to forgive you. No hate no love. No one can ever hurt me. Im stronger than that, I can handle a lot worst than that. That's it. Just an awful-old-memory of my life. 
I believe its time to let go. What's the use of holding on to a bad memory? Whats the use of holding on to heavy memories? Heavy memories should be buried and I no longer tie any weights to my ankles.