Forgiveness

I don't really believe in second chance. I believe that people know what they are about to do, know the consequences but still do whatever the hell they want to.
But does forgiveness means a second chance? What if i forgive? Does that mean that Im starting to believe in second chance?
Well, the thing is, I've been hurt. Not only by you, but by her too. It was the worst thing that happened to me. I can still remember crying every single night for one whole week or even two. It was repeating all inside my head, over and over again. Then, i started to get used to it.
Australia was my new start. A new beginning, a new chapter of my life and I was so damn happy to get over all this shit and pretending. This atrocious memory can't even bring me down anymore because I am -that- happy. And I think this overflow of happiness helped me get over it. I definitely won't forget but maybe, just maybe, Im starting to forgive you. No hate no love. No one can ever hurt me. Im stronger than that, I can handle a lot worst than that. That's it. Just an awful-old-memory of my life. 
I believe its time to let go. What's the use of holding on to a bad memory? Whats the use of holding on to heavy memories? Heavy memories should be buried and I no longer tie any weights to my ankles.

Sparks Fly

You. You are the best thing that happened to me. I am so grateful for having you in my everyday life. I still remember how we met, what we said, how you made me feel. It will probably sounds so cheesy and stuffs, but whatever. I love us. I love how we are around each other. I once said that no one will ever change me but Im so glad you did because Im proud of who i am today. You make me so happy that I cant even say why or how but you got that one thing that I won't be able to find in someone else. Like my mom said, you bring the best out of me. I've never seen myself as someone who actually care, who will fall in love and do all the cute cheesy couple things etc. But with you, its just simple. I don't have to hide, lie, pretend, fake or whatever. You're always by my side, comforting me, trusting me and believing in us. I wouldn't say we are the perfect couple even if we got everything we ever wanted and we never really fight, but we try our best to keep this relationship strong. I never believed in forever but it all changed. How can we love someone that much? The one person I can always count on, the one person who will cheer me up. You can't imagine how grateful I am. Look how far we are now. Look how comfortable we are with each other. Look how happy we make each other. 



Together we are strong and together we are unbreakable.






I love you moo. Always & Forever. Whatever happens.