Change ~

There was this one day where I was having late night conversations with him about how people change, what kind of person we are going to be in 10 years and so on. I used to be that selfish person who only cared for herself, whatever the situation might be. I've never really understood the meaning of family because let's be honest, I've got a crazy family. And that's probably one of the reasons I was wired that way. For what's its worth, its never too late to be whoever you want to be. Its not that I want to change or I've worked on it but it just happened. And honestly, I can't be any happier with who I've become.

I may not have many friends like I used too but I am totally fine with that. I am grateful for my high school years, but that's all. I just don't see myself with my old friends anymore, gossiping about other people or tv series or whatsoever because these things don't really matter. I am not the kind of person who likes gossiping with friends anymore, hanging out, partying, swearing/joking around. Yes people, you can say that I've become this boring person, or I'm not enjoying my life anymore. But things change, people grow up and the things that I used to like, well they don't make me happy anymore. I have no interest in being the person I used to be. So if you want to call me or us boring, go ahead. But one day, when you find the right one, the things that once mattered, won't anymore. Because you will realize that no matter how many good memories you have from the past, the new memories you want to create are with the half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. They will be the ones who will pick you up in 30 years or so. You won't go to your high school friends, work mates or college friends when you are in trouble. Family and Love - that's where you will go to. 


So, I want to say Thank You. Being with you has really changed my point of view about everything. I've never really cared about the importance of money or saving up for the future. I wasn't a grateful person and I used to hide my emotions or weirdness with other people. There are so much things I've learned from you, not because you taught me but just by being yourself, by knowing you, your principles and your thoughts about every single thing. So Thanks!

"If people refuse to look at you in a new light and they can only see you for what you were, then they have to go."